"I have a dream." Didn't MLKJ say that? That's right. I have a dream. I don't have a publishing budget, or a way to market another book. I haven't forgiven myself for letting my first book die so quickly after publication. But I still have a dream.
I have written two more books in the last five years, but neither will see publication. So the dream isn't necessarily to be published. I just want to write a book with someone. I want to have a conversation.
There are three books that profoundly impacted my life. "Jim and Casper go to Church", "Undivided", and "Why I Left, Why I Stayed" . All three books were conversations. Three Christians (Jim Henderson, Patricia Raybon and Tony Campolo) each having a conversation with someone they cared about, but didn't share their faith expression with.
Matt Casper: Jim's friend - Atheist;
Alana Raybon: Patricia's daughter - Muslim
Bart Campolo: Tony's son - Secular Humanist
What courage, what grace, what love compelled all these authors to share a book and be real with each other.
This is not an easy task. I know that. Writing books takes time. I know that too. Publishing books cost money. I really know that. So why do I want to do this. I long for the kind of conversation these men and women had with each other. I long for discussing differences and still loving each other and being able to show others that it is possible to do that. I long to believe that my Agnostic label won't be a death sentence to every relationship I have.
So if anyone is brave enough to start a conversation with the possibility of it leading somewhere. Let me know. I have time on my hands.
This isn't about doing this with a stranger. That seems too easy to imagine. I want to imagine doing it with someone I love and that loves me. That's right. This needs to be an exercise in love. Is it possible. I don't know. But that is what dreaming is all about.
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